I know it has been almost a year since I have actually had the time to blog but here goes... I Want To Share A True Story With Everyone Here. Something That Changed My Life Forever. I haven't written on here in over a year...Most of the things that have gone on in my life over the last year has been covered by my wonderful husband Damon (JadesHubby) AKA Babiboy1982 on Xanga. As of late I have thought a great deal about the things in life that really matter. At one time in my life I was ...

Life can be so hectic at times. Every Married Couple Has Their Problems. My Marriage isn't any different. We Have had our problems. I made promises to my wife that I would change my problems and she made promises that she would change hers. We made these promises way back in March 2004. I Have upheld my promise and got rid of everything about me that she saw as a problem. Yet....She has done nothing to up hold her end. Since we were first married I have always had the issue of her beign lazy ...

What people fail to understand within themselves is their own capacity to love and to hate. Most of us go around hating others for being different, while at the same time we are all one and the same. Regardless of skin color or ethnic and cultural background, everyone is basically good. What makes people hateful, spiteful and evil is how they are raised and conditioned. Tonight I watched a movie that has inspired me since I was 15 years old. It is based on the novel of the same name by Bryce ...

If your boyfriend/girlfriend husband or wife admitted to cheating on you or admitted to trying to cheat on you but hasnt been sucessful yet, how would you handle this what would you do? A Friend of mine asked me this question thought I'd get feedback.

Sprituality In Any Religion Or Belief Isn't Something You Learn, It Is A Way Of Becoming. We All Desire To Become Beautiful In Some Way Shape Or Form, Whether It Is Outward Or Inner Beauty. Beauty Is About Taking Care Of One's Health And How You Would Like The World To See You. Being Beautiful Is A Learned Behavior. How Can We Be Beautiful Without Spiritually Feeling Great About Ourselves? Beauty Is Not Being The Best-Dressed Or Looking Like That Model You Saw On The Magazine Cover This M...

Being An Ecclectic Pagan I Use Many Techniques To Better Myself. Pagans, At Least True Pagan Make The Commitment To Learn Throughout Their Lives. To Learn About Our Religious Faith As Well As How To Attain Some Sense Of Inner Peace And Enlightenment. Here Is An Exercise That I Perform To Strengthen My Aura And To Help Me Relax Inside. Lie Down, Relax. Close Your Eyes. Imagine Your Aura Filling The Room Right To The Edges Of The Walls And Beyond. Slowly Bring It Back. You Can Imagine Your A...

The Mirror (To My Best-Friend And Wife Crystal) I stop to think and wonder whom it is that I see. I look into the mirror at that person looking back at me. His eyes look like mine. His face is mine as well. His soul I see is burdened and his spirits they have fell. He thought love had led him astray. His heart it did fray. Then a wonderful lady came into his life and kissed his tears away. The mirror reflects everything, except what his heart does say. Only his wife know...

If We Only Knew (Dedicated to the inner faith of man) If we only knew of things that will be, The many things we cannot yet see. Our lives are full of fancy and fair, Our hearts remain as light as air. If we could only see what was meant to be, Could we have ended the pain we must now see? If we only knew what hearts wanted to say, The last time our brother came this way, Our hearts and minds would remain sane, Free of all this grief and pain. We do not know what God is to ...

This blog might stir some ill-feelings in some. We do not mean it to offend anyone. I say we because I am getting help and experiences from my wife's point of view as well. Families...some are good, some are bad, some are down-right horrific to deal with. I have an over-controlling father that has made my life miserable. My wife has a mother and a younger brother that are the spawn of evil. What can a person do to relieve them self of people like this? It is sad but true but we care about...

Every family has problems, this is a given. Sometimes We all feel that our own family has more problems and bad times than anyone else's. In this modern world it is true that there are more issues within the home than there ever was. With the vast majority of families, both parents work outside the home...as is the case with my family. Many of the families that are like this end up with the children feeling some sort of neglect because one parent isn't always there for them. Many fail to ensu...

Chat Rooms are the life blood for many of us out there. Personally, I have made many lasting friendships with people I will probably never meet in person. Sometimes there is more drama in certain rooms than one wants to handle. In a Chat Room one can find lasting friendships or even relationships. I admit there is someone in my most frequented Chat Room that I have an incredible crush on but will probably never let him know. My wife thinks I should tell him. She says he would be a much bette...

I have a beautiful daughter Jade Elaine. She is a handful. At three years old she does things that most children do much later in life...IE: "Look Daddy I dyed My hair!" "Yeah Sweetie I see that, but the nice white carpet is also a nice shade of Auburn too." "The kitty did it!" This is just an example of things parents have to endure when raising children. Better yet..."I was just trying to give the kitty a bath." Don't ask...trust me LOL! I know my daughter is more energetic than most child...

What would anyone like to know about a person the first time they post something on a site that is new to them? Well it is Friday, July 9th 2004. I am a married 24 year old guy. My wife and I are openly bisexual. We have a beautiful little girl Jade Elaine...Who is a pain in the backside sometimes. Aren't all children though? I live in North Dakota, USA. I was born in London, England on a warm August Day in 1979. I have had many professions in my life. I have a PHD in Music Education, A...